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Friday, 26 January 2007
where are you? Where are you?? I have a feeling that I'm alone in this world. Maybe I should start talking to myself. Friends, where are you?? Oh Azreen, they are too busy. I can be rated as a loner now. I dont enjoy shopping or window shopping. I dont enjoy movies. What I enjoy most is to have friends or a friend to just talk about things, feelings or anything. My routine everyday is just to go to school, get sick and tired of lessons, go home, face the TV or notebook. Thats it. I think its not the life that I want. I still love my family. Dont assume I had family issue. A big NO. And that is why I always wanted to occupy myself. Get a PSP or Nintendo DS (pink), get addicted to the games, grab a part time job, become a workaholic and so on. These will help me NOT say ' Life is boring' instead I will tend to say ' Life is tired'. I dont mind getting tired. Cos I know I ask for it. Well, about today, I was totally sick. Flu and slight fever. Class advisor was kind and gave me an approved leave for the next 2 hrs lessons, which is Events Management. Thanks cher, I love you. I have yet to see the doctor. I dont have any medication in the fridge and drawers. I dont eat pills. I prefer medicine on liquid form. I'm weird, always acting like a kid. Some kid who is only 4-7 years old. I used to be happy, terlalu happy for the last 2 years or so. Then I turned to someone who suffer a weak heart or should I say fragile. And now, I turned more or less like a lion who gets frustrated over little things. I used to know how to control this temper of mine. But I just forgotten how to do it again. Chet. Ya-da, ya-da, ya-da. I'm complaining. Actually, I might have change now. People realise it, but I dont. I'm capable of just scolding people. And how I wish I can sew some mouths inorder to keep them shut. Irritating b*t** & b**t***. (Sorry, I cant help it. Terlalu irritating) Another thing, I used to get unwanted people to sms me and ask me out. If I said NO means NO. And yah, I do give a signal of telling you off. But why dont just people understand??? Should I tell them off straight at their face?? Idiots. I'm not free. Means I'm not lah.. See, my temper starts now. Before it (my temper) drags, I'll better get going to do some youtube of Brian Mcknight. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr |
By your truly,
Nur Azreen |